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Run Up River

by Reno McCarthy

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1.
For a Moment 03:00
You can lose track from the moment You can find more than you seek You can go back for a moment You can let it all run free When there’s no time to be different And no lie to repeat You can run back, if you listen You can lose track from the beat This is all that you got This is all that you got When I got back with an omen You’d given up on me And you stopped time for a moment To be everything you dream Don’t start, babe I got you You’re the only sound I see When I run back to forget you I run back to the beat You can go back Don’t let anything go awry (Aah) Yeah well it hurts like Hurts like you got something in mind (Aah) Ooh, you can run back You can get it right, you can turn back time (Aah) Yeah this is all that All that you can say with your eyes (Ah) This is all that you got This is all that you got
2.
Trigger 03:28
I don’t wanna go back Trust me like you did before I’ve been digging mines up Never condemned the door Back when all the dreams I thought that had something to say Soft-spoken words I heard a yell in my head Favourite something I don’t think I can recall I’m missing days Or months or decades after all Painted over this wall With every color I had Nearly took it down It’s buried deep underground Closer Try to remember When I come around taking you down Stroke back Head underwater When I come around taking you down Years had passed by Since I’d heard that ticking sound Triggers as simple as impossible to count You said something I don’t understand Here’s an old friend I knew that we would meet again He’s back You speak like electricity Nestle in my mind Grow roses inside of me Hate the way my skin just Crumbles and breaks from within I’m an older man Than I’ve ever been Closer Try to remember When I come around taking you down Stroke back Head underwater When I come around taking you down Close Don’t try to do better When I come around taking you down Stroke back Harder than ever When I come around taking you down I could never go back Taking you higher And I could never go back Taking you down Oh, I could never go back Taking you higher I could never go back Taking you down Oh, I could never go back Taking you higher And I could never go back Taking you down No, I could never go back Taking you higher I could never go back Taking you down
3.
Sundown 03:30
I hate it but I don’t care I find a way to be there I tried running away But along you’d escape As a thought in my mind Thought you’d wanna know now A song is all I know how It’s a shot in the dark With a pen as a gun And a dithering arm All that I want Lights up in you Everybody goes And I begin as someone new Dry in the rain Hopeful in vain Everything I hold Now begins to break again Up is still a let-down Hoped it would’ve come ‘round At the thought of our minds And our hearts and our souls And our bodies aligned With dawn another sundown A thought is all I’ve got now And the hurt of a man Who’s awaken again By the break of his mind All that you can Lights up in me Taken with the vision I surrender all I see Heart of a child Violent and wild Flashes of a future That I made up into mine All that I want Burns up in you Everybody goes And I pretend you need me too I’ll fight it away Forget your name I just wanna sleep tonight Without you in my head
4.
Homesick 03:37
She never gets homesick Home is the sight of light Scraping off a sunset And painting up a sunrise I know Yes I know that we’ll be alright (Yes I know it that we’ll be alright) I know We can take anything in our stride Running up the river Strained by the thought of us Breathing underwater Carried by the thought of lust Whatever we can feel now We can feel the opposite And whatever we can talk down We can talk it up again I know Yes I know I may need a friend (Yes I know it I may need a friend) I know One I can never truly understand (Aah, aah) (Aah, aah) We’re home in every other way I’ve got thoughts I never got to say Baby, we’re home in every other way Alright I’ve got thoughts I never got to say Yeah, yeah Home in every other way Alright Thoughts I never got to say Alright
5.
Nightout 02:45
Had you known this all this time Perfect stranger in my mind Quiet insecurities, yeah Guesses get the best of me, uh How does it feel to know Roses begin to grow Holding your weight in gold As it appears to glow Heart to the night Disco light Everything’s alright Hard to believe I can breathe Caught when I can be freed Heart to the ground Faded sound Would I let you down? When I put this light out Tryina play this night out Chances in a lonely world Left alone and undisturbed Tried and tested fantasies, yeah Never bold enough to be Heart to the night Everything’s alright Hard to believe That I can be freed That I can be freed Heart to the night Disco light Everything’s alright Hard to believe I can breathe Caught when I can be freed Heart to the ground Faded sound Would I let you down? When I put this light out Tryina play this night out Heart to the night Disco light Everything’s alright Hard to believe I can breathe Caught when I can be freed Heart to the ground Faded sound Would I let you down? When I put this light out Tryina play this night out
6.
June 02:31
June, we haven’t met in a long time Is it true that you feel alone? I wake to the sight of the ceiling every night June, I’m going blind cause I miss your eyes June, I’ve felt no feeling a long time Yes it’s true I do feel alone Talking to myself, feeding every line June, I’m going mad cause I miss your mind June, we haven’t met in a long time Easier it was when we were younger Feel how fast it’s beating all the time June, I miss your steady heart on mine
7.
Go, don’t wait on me I’ll catch up later on And know I’ve heard enough to feel you It’s hard enough to know When I catch you running There’s nothing that I wish I’d known And let you get away I want nothing less and nothing more We’ve had this talk before Go on I don’t believe you dear And run There’s no place that I wish I’d gone And let you get away I want nothing less and nothing more (I don’t believe you dear) (Go on) All the senses that you’re waking All the wishes that you take form in I keep your message in my breast pocket Close to the heart
8.
Selfish 03:31
I’ll look better tomorrow By the time I’m recognizing your shadow Holding me tight All that we’re tearing asunder We can try Can we ever recover? We’ve been here all night Is it wrong, is it selfish, is it mean If I want to be everything you need? Oh, I must’ve felt it in your eyes You would lust for someone else’s over mine Over mine I wanna know what you're thinking You can tell me babe You know how I listen And remember the little things Yeah, this is complicated news I’m sure you know that I’m a bit confused It’s hanging all around Is it wrong, is it selfish, is it mean If I want to be everything you need? Oh, I must’ve felt it in your eyes You would lust for someone else’s over mine Over mine
9.
Even Light 03:15
Bittersweet Who said it’s getting easier? I still heal Much harder than I hurt Do you not dread The cold walk on the way home? On your own By now it’s open war (Aah) (Aah) Even light To get out Feel this water All the way across my back She gets to play it up And feel glorious And I to care As I let her go in my place (Aah) (Aah) It’s loneliest at night And I’m so sorry I’ve been listening My light is on and I can’t sleep it off There’s fight in this lie that I’ve been living in And I’ve started to believe it But I don’t have very long
10.
I don’t wanna lie In truth I think I know you I’m not making sense But I guess I’m not supposed to Don’t look down Your eyes say all that mine do Everything is simple now I’m not waiting on the line I’m on I can’t sleep on my own I’m dreaming it all up now I can’t wake it away By the time I write you in I’m the loneliest I’ve been I might’ve seen it before It’s a place that I’ve forgotten I’m trying my best I don’t know what I’m doing half the time I’m losing myself to you And all of my senses too Come over I can’t wait any longer Thinking about it every day I can’t wake it away By the time I write you in I’m the loneliest I’ve been Your eyes Your arms Baby I can’t sleep on my own I’m dreaming it all up now I can’t wake it away By the time I write you in I’m the loneliest I’ve been Oh, I’m the loneliest I’ve been I’m the loneliest I’ve been

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released October 29, 2021

Produced by Reno McCarthy (All tracks), Arthur Bourdon-Durocher (All tracks), Jesse Mac Cormack (Tracks 1, 8) & Patrice Pruneau (Track 5)
Recorded at Studio Balustrade, Village Studio and Studio Piccolo in Montreal
Songs and Lyrics by Reno McCarthy
Reno McCarthy: Guitars, Bass, Synthesizers, Keyboards, Percussion, Lead Vocals
Arthur Bourdon-Durocher: Drums, Percussion, Synthesizers, Background Vocals
Mariève Harel-Michon: Background Vocals
Jesse Mac Cormack: Bass (Track 1), Synthesizers (Tracks 1, 8), Guitars (Track 8)
Marc-Antoine Guay Rochon: Synthesizers (Track 5)
Paul Lamontagne: Bass (Track 5)
Engineered by Reno McCarthy (Tracks 2, 3, 4, 6, 7, 9, 10), Arthur Bourdon-Durocher (Tracks 2, 3, 4, 6, 9, 10), Jesse Mac Cormack (Tracks 1, 8) & Patrice Pruneau (Track 5)
Mixed by Patrice Pruneau
Mastered by Richard Addison at Trilium Sound
Art direction by Reno Mccarthy

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Reno McCarthy Montreal, Québec

Reno McCarthy is as creative as he is prolific. Over the past four years, he has released two LPs, two EPs, and several singles. The producer and musician crafts intricate soundscapes and undeniably catchy arrangements, while his lyrics reveal a sense of anxiety oscillating between powerlessness and action. The Montrealer now sets his sights his third LP, his very first French-language work. ... more

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